Amazing April

My April was action-packed!

From the physical, ‘tangible’ actions to the energetically-spiritual actions. Yes, all my days and months are full of these aspects but April was different as we embarked on a 2 week trip that took us across the waters.

The first half of April was spent in Spain! We had a family trip, a reunion with our kids + the loves of their lives; we had our vacay there. It was fabulous to say the least.

This was the first time hubby and I have traveled to Europe or even over the Atlantic. I am so thankful that it was a great/amazing/wonderful trip and that we truly did… have an ease and grace time! From the un-real realization that I was truly there to the giddy-ness I was feeling in my heart… from start to finish this will have an affect on me in more ways than one.

We left the cold and snow – for sunny and warm. It wasn’t hot in Spain (yet) as it is their spring time. But for us – their 70+ degree spring was summer-like! We traveled from the north side Bay of Biscay/Basque country to the southern Andalusia and Mediterranean Sea. Beautiful country and riding the trains abled us to stare out the windows and just observe!

As a digestion-hampered individual (LOL!) I was excited to try the baked goods. I knew and heard about how the bread ‘there’ doesn’t wreck-you like the stripped-down manipulated breads here. I got to experience this first hand. I was able to eat the bread! And, boy, did I! Loving every time I took bites and then felt no havoc ensuing shortly afterwards. I was even able to eat some ice cream, another gastrointestinal un-friendly for me. And, when-in-Rome… er Spain… I had a traditional Spain Vermouth, and also discovered how good olives do and are supposed to taste! American green olives are disgusting to me, salty, nasty little ‘turds’… yuck! You wanna know what a green olive is truly supposed to taste like: eat them in Spain!

I got myself into the Mediterranean Sea and swam around; enjoyed the solar love that definitely feels different there (closer to the equator)! The entire time I was in this country I could feel the energies and Divine - feminine - frequencies that are a rising-force as of late. There are potent ley-lines here and I just wanted to be as geographically close as possible. I won’t get into detail in this particular post but for an example – the day we set out to visit the grounds of Alhambra palace in Granada – my ears were ringing! My body was buzzing! And I was feeling happy I was going to get as close as I could!

I also was in an observer-mode during the parade that we stumbled upon (there are no accidents!) during their holy-week rituals. I (we/hubby and I) didn’t set out to make this a thing we did… we were out walking through one of the towns after our dinner and found out why the streets were empty! It’s because everyone was waiting for the parade. Since we ended up ‘in’ the crowd, we decided to stay and see. I found this to be an interesting thing. In many ways. I just observed… from the attendees to the parade itself. Interesting. Witnessing this activity and reading-the-room in neutral-observer was information gathered.

The timeline repairing and grid-working activities (for my-Self) have been becoming increasingly noticeable for me. I used to not think I was ever any kind of ‘grid-worker’ but through my continual healing work; I see/notice/feel that I have a few grid-working aspects of my Self.

I feel that when we are developing our spiritual maturity, healing our own timelines and ancestral miasmas, becoming more neutral through our developing embodiment, it’s only natural/organic that more… and more... earthly, collective, unity aspects will become clearer and obvious (to ourselves). When we clean-up our ‘haze’ and shadow – we see more of the bigger picture. And that picture is Universal, Cosmic, Galactic, Collective, Infinite, Unity, God and Love. So, looking back on my Self… it was silly to think I wasn’t any kind of ‘grid-worker’. If you are here serving the Christ-Sophia mission work – you are grid-working! Just being the acupuncture point that you are, where you are, is a light-point on the grid(s)!

I found myself wanting to be at/seeing certain areas of this country… and we did pretty good and going, seeing, doing in or near these resonating locations. The history runs deep and rich, witnessing some culture and architecture was absolutely fabulous! Even though we had moments of feeling the ‘go, go, go’ – I was enjoying all the places and spaces!

The best part was the family… getting to/being with the family-unit while all of us experiencing the country together… priceless! Cliché, yes… but it was: priceless!

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The second half was back home; re-acclimating all while integrating. Tired and feeling un-motivated are how I can describe my feelings of: ‘blank-ness’.

The best way to describe what I mean by ‘blankness’ is the scene in the Lord of the Rings, the Return of the King – when Frodo and his buddies are back at the Shire after their long journey (to throw that ring back into the fires of Mordor). When they are out at their local pub and you can see Frodo is just not ‘there’; things are different, it’s just not the same for him. The struggle is real for him to pretend nothing happened and that he can go on living the way he used to. He can’t; so he doesn’t. That ‘blankness’ he has sitting at the table with his friends… knowing that this is just not his life any more. I feel the way he looked in that scene.

It’s not like I did anything of great implications while in Spain; I didn’t need to. I just needed to be Me… being in the places and spaces that I was. I was in the moments, feeling the Love, enjoying, being in a state of joy and happiness. It’s, more often than not, all the little things (of BE-ing). I know that I am currently integrating and assimilating some new/incoming frequencies/energies/codes, etc. It's what brings-on that weird, almost 'disconnected'-but-not sensation, or 'vibe' if you will. The clarity of my dream-state is heightened right now; the absolute vividness of my dream-state while in Spain was amazing – showing me information and things that are of higher consciousness coding that I need to make space for in my Now moments.

Yes, we are still bifurcating, shifting, and transfiguring at all levels and layers… this is beyond just us and this planet. This is Universes upon Universes! This is so huge yet many do not even have an inkling of what is transpiring Now.

I continually am in gratitude and thankfulness to God for being on and aware of my heart-path, spiritual evolution, and healing-works. I feel calm and safe because of this understanding and knowing. Even in all my times of feeling ‘blank’; unmotivated and possibly even bored. I allow this. It usually is times of needing to be still - and being okay with the fact that things aren’t ‘moving’ for me right now. Integration usually brings on that sense of ‘the void’ for me. But again, connection with God-Source is the knowing that this is temporary. There are lots of moving parts and pieces. And when it’s my turn to be a ‘still part’ – I accept that and fully trust in the Divine timing of things.

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So… as I/we are still trying to recover our internal-clocks (among other things) and what’s supposed-to and needing-to be happening here at home - it’s the end of the month and I am still feeling – a little ‘off’.

I give myself all the time I need to get into a flow and rhythm. Maybe by summer?? I’ll get there?? LOL! I’m working through it!

The chores and tasks list feels a mile-long right now but chipping-away at stuff… it’ll eventually get done. Getting the garden beds prepped is high on the list… because the snow is gone! Yay!

I want to give gratitude for my month of April. Thank you April! You were awesome! Probably one of the best April’s I’ve ever had! LOL! And thank you Spain! You were fabulous and an amazing host. We want to visit again! Until then… we’ll be over here – recalling memories and trying to relive some of the food(s) with our makeshift versions! I mean really… who would have thought that just meat and cheese on a baguette would be so delicious?! That resting in the afternoon sounds like something I want to integrate into my back-home-ness! Probably wouldn't go-over well. LOL!

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Not my pic of Alhambra (this is courtesy of pixabay) - my pictures still need to be unloaded from my camera-roll :-) And my pics of Alhambra are no where near this good/clear! LOL! :-)