Observation-Mode: On

I have noticed something these past… few weeks. I am not quite sure how or what to even say about it. I do know one thing, it’s kind-of sad and maybe a little ‘off-putting’.

Maybe this is about my annoyance with the… frustration. Writing things out always helps me process.

So, this is just my observation:

I notice there seems to be quite a lot of light-workers getting uppity with people. (This can been seen/witnessed across most/all social media platforms, for example.) There is a tense-vibe, maybe some feel ‘threatened’, the ‘pool’ isn’t small like it used to be. Maybe they are starting to notice that there are way more light-workers coming out of their ‘closets’ to help with the awakening/ascension – all with their own perspective, their own ways of being their own light. Some of these ways of being… are VERY new; very 'New Earth'.

Maybe what once worked for them is no longer relevant; the new energies are changing things up for them – and they haven’t been doing their own ‘homework’. Whatever is getting them worked-up: people in general, awakening people, people stuck in their awakening cycles (this might be them as well), trigger-points and fear based programs not yet cleaned-up; and even being a little harsh with other light workers; is supposed to be causing ‘shift’.

The snappy talk and almost trying to one-up each other is a little odd but not unexpected. Maybe I am seeing it happening ‘in real time’ and on a global scale! 🙂 Hahaha that was funny – because it literally… is how things operate these days (instantly!). Anyway, I am noticing some, shall I call it, in-fighting.

So much for ‘same team’. I guess there will always be some-of-those-people in any kind of group actually (using the word group loosely). Well, we are – all on the same team. The HUman team. We are in a pivotal time of total transformation at all levels! From the core of this beautiful planet, the core of Us, the core of the Universe. Ya, this is affecting everyone, in various ways. We should be all working this ascension timeline together. But I am very aware that many will not fully grasp and understand what is really going on, thus, not have their own fears, angers, and issues 'in-check' so-to-speak.

This is going to be a trying time for everyone. Everyone! Not just light workers, way showers, grid-workers, etc… ALL! Everyone, every being, awake or not.

I feel that due to the Plandemic drama and the chaos that has ensued for (way) over the last month the energies are amping-up but causing this discombobulation affect for so many. These frequencies/energies are raising and vibrating higher for everyone. There is a simultaneous global-cleansing, while Divine feminine and masculine are (higher-vibrating earth) anchoring-in (already anchored in but we need to assist the ‘deepening’ of the anchor). You are going to feel – something. Most light-workers/Starseeds have been feeling the ‘something’s’ for quite a while and have been working on ourselves to integrate.

Now, to me – even if you are a light-worker and have been for many years – if you haven’t been working on yourself, your CORE-heart Self… you will be feeling this as if you were first awakening. I do know that there are a lot of light-workers, energy workers, etc. that will just go through the motions, there is by-passing happening as well. They act and maybe think they are elevating themselves up, up, and away… when in fact, they are most likely are stuck and have been stuck in the same ‘level’ for a long time. They get to a certain point, feel comfy there, get a handle on what they do, how they do it… a nice system and comfort zone. They stay there, stop working on themselves and focus on others. Still bound to many 3D ego-traps and controls, not realizing that they haven’t moved all that much.

Don’t get me wrong, helping/assisting others is awesome! Nothing wrong with that, but you also need to continue assisting yourself! You don’t just get to a level… and stay there (well, maybe some do), where’s the growth in that? I realize that this can be common especially when one keeps giving their ‘power away’ to others (or still has the tendency to look outward – to the exterior) and doesn’t turn with-IN. Not coming back IN-to ones-Self, your inner-healing work (for example) can get you trapped, stuck, and possibly stagnant. This happens quite commonly; at least, it used to. There might be a break-through here and there of healing something but it really needs to be continual.

So, with the current (always shifting) ascension situations going on; the global cleansing – the next wave of awakening ensuing, there are light workers that, they themselves, do not seem to be prepared for the evolution of higher frequencies and vibrations. They may talk the talk and know what is generally going on but the communications beyond this… is where I am noticing – many still need their own dig-deeper-healing and ego-clean-up. Hence the rude-banter, claws coming out, snappy-ness, battle of ‘wits’, who has the last jab, who can out-do the other, you're an idiot and I know everything; some of the back and forth I have observed is just down-right mean and borderline...evil! Is this a little weird? Ya. But not unheard of. Lots of shadow-work to be done, lots of shadow rising to the surface...and a lot of false light running rampant.

Are they not dealing with their own stuff right now? Probably. (And… just a suggestion) Do they need to get off of all the ‘internet’-social-offerings, of all the platforms, and work on themselves for deeper healing? My guess would be - yes, probably would help out a bit.

I, myself, am not perfect or have all my shit together (in third dimensional ego-mind; but I AM in eternal Divinity) :-) – but I see this hostility – plain-as-day. Getting ones buttons pushed by triggers that can catapult them into an aggressive outburst is not higher-vibrational, at all. Being aware of the shadow, demonics, and negative/lower frequency-vibrations being shook-to-their-core’s right now... this is affecting those still clinging on to ego-based realities. Light-workers still in ego-based, third and even fourth dimensional matrices are being asked to further release and purge in various ways and forms. Some seem to be in resistance or… maybe just taking their time in doing so. Some aggravation towards others is actually towards themselves. It is a little ironic that they aren’t seeing this.

(Once again, just noticing, observing)

Where am I going with all of this? I actually don’t know. It began as an observation and it will probably just remain that way; witnessing. It’s not like I can go and fix or heal any of these light-workers – that need their own ‘light-working/energy-working’/healing. Nor do I actually want to. Everyone is on their own path right now. Personal work for personal growth!

Sure, we are all working towards Unity Consciousness – but in order to get there – the individual(s) must be spiritually working on their own Self. We can’t ‘fix’ anyone but ourselves. We need to be in a state of our own healing! This is what radiates outward, thus… raising-up the collective. We can offer assistance, help, knowledge, love, and light. What doesn’t really help anyone is mean-bantering, verbal-stabs, I’m-better-than-you’s; all while taking a blind-eye approach to our own triggers, trauma’s, pain, emotions and inner-child work/healing.

I mentioned that I found all this annoying. Why am I finding it annoying? Maybe I, personally, should quit ‘looking’ at it. It’s hard to not see it when it is everywhere! Maybe my ‘annoyance’ is the emotion for the: get your shit together! Stop throwing punches people! I know the shadow-side is out and about for everyone right now, during this collective dark night, so the healing work can either: start or continue. No one is exempt from this.

So, me, myself… I know I am always working on something within my soul-core-matrix. This is probably going on the list. Taking a closer look is always a good thing! Why is there annoyance? Why do I care? It doesn’t affect me personally… but yet, it kind-of – does. Working the light/energies as a ‘unit’, a team, will ultimately also have its shadows. How can it not? Everything has/is macro-micro/micro-macro. Maybe I need some patience here. I know that with time, working/processing/healing 'time' - and everyone doing their own work will gradually, eventually, keep ‘raising the bar’ for the light/energy-workers as a collective. For humans… as a collective.

So, summing this whole processing :-) up… maybe NOT responding, out-bursting, or taking the aggressive tone is better than saying anything at all. This isn’t a competition. We have a really, really… long way to go! I know stressors are at their highest right now; how you deal with all the chaos, fearmongering, and general weirdness says a lot about You. About… me! Just by processing this out-loud and writing has brought me to my own awareness that my patience might be, in this current now moment, a little ‘thin’, shall we say? I will definitely be taking a closer look at this! As always, meditation is ‘on-tap’; working with my higher-Self and my Divine ascension team... and giving myself the space and the integration time to come to completion.

Maybe a little tid-bit of advice: really spend some time with YOUr-Self. Get off-of and out-of social stuff for a little while. It sure is tempting, though, while everyone is in some state of ‘lock-down’ (for lack of a better term) to spend lots of waking hours in front of devices. I, myself, have set boundaries and protocols that I do for myself when it comes to that stuff. It doesn’t control me; I control it.

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