September

Summer fades as fall takes hold… my garden is still in full swing and usually is all September. This year we are having a bit of an Indian summer – not sure if it’s still called this; but growing up, when summer lingered deep into September… well, it was awesome! And still is, especially for the mountain dwelling. Winter could literally be around the corner but I always hope I get to witness the beauty of fall and the transition that takes place.

As for this year’s autumnal equinox (the 22nd) - I wake up to the shift already started! I am not an early riser, not since I was a kid, but fall rolled-in for my neck of the woods in the 5 a.m. hour!

So… Good morning Fall! May you be blessed, beautiful, and bountiful! I hope I get to see the colors changing. We have waves of this activity, and knowing that seasons are truly shifting, the earth is correcting – it would make sense.

We can have a year of actual fall - the colors and the shift is gentle and wonderful! Then, we will have 2 back-to-back years of no autumn at all… from summer – straight to winter! And getting dumped on with several inches (or feet) of snow right after having a week of 80 degree temps… brutal! Especially for the garden. I have had some years where the garden will sit as a time-capsule (because I was still growing pumpkins just yesterday! LOL!) covered in snow and frozen, as is – for months – until the thaw of spring. It can be a bit weird and also causes some serious clean up and prep before I can get to gardening again! Weather and seasons are, and have been, a bit of a 'mystery' this last decade+. And I am guessing it will be this way for a while yet to come.

As the mind wonders, it can be a ponderous thought: It’s interesting how the weather really is a huge aspect and part of our existence here. Not sure if people really pay much attention to that except for the standard spring, summer, fall, winter business-end-of-it. But when you really think about the weather – it is kind-of fascinating (and super important) for our livelihood. I won’t delve into the tampering-with, modifications, and various nasty-little-plans that ‘they’ have been working so diligently on/with for control on the weather-front; but in general, and as earth would have it -Yes, most of us just take it for granted. But, that goes for a LOT of things, right?

Anyway… as if that ramble wasn’t enough...

This month had a lot of deeper inner work(s) going on for me, I felt internally busy constantly (what else is new, am-I-right?)! And by that - I mean all the levels and layers! :-)

So, a couple other bullet-points, besides the start of autumn, as I stumbled my way through September:

Solar zodiac switches from Leo to Virgo (the 16th) – the actual first day of Solar Virgo – I sense, feel, and have some issues with – balance! My balance! I was so wobbly this day! From working around outside on the property, in my garden, to my workout. I had to giggle at myself but at the same time – remind myself to be careful and pay attention! And the feels were ‘shifting’ as well. I can taste the energies, they really are palpable. Even though I had been dealing with a sore, aching, foot – it wasn’t really about that – it was this all-encompassing sense of balance.

Kicking-off solar Virgo for me was a chiropractic session that was long overdue! Like I was mentioning, I have been dealing with a (right) foot issue all summer. Not sure about the exact-when, where, why and even the how – but June was when ‘it’ started and I noticed! I spent all of June, July and into August doing all-the-things for healing and repairing. Apparently I wasn’t getting-it-done. As I continued to over-correct, favor one side, all while plugging along with the daily activities – it just wasn’t getting any better. The pain began to creep up to my knee, then my hip, up my (already troubled) back, into my shoulder and ending at my neck. Well, seems like quite the predicament!

While I spent the summer working the pieces, having the session work bring things to my awareness - I decided that, even though, I was doing my best  – I really need another healer-soul to help me out. My independent nature and abilities tends to keep me from getting, let alone seeking in the first place, help/assistance from others. I am one of the types that really tries my darndest to do-it-myself! Back in the day – we called it: stubborn. But I also grew up hearing: if you want it done right, you gotta do it yourself. I had to clear this gibberish out of my ego-monkey-mind repertoire of classic mental blocks and self-sabotage and get IN to see someone! And soon! This truly cannot continue!

Fast forward to a chiropractic session that would work some alignment of my silicate matrix, healing the nervous system, and working towards energetic-to-physical balance and harmony… It was my right side that took me to that point. And specifically, my foot. I didn’t think I had all this masculine situations going on but apparently I did (and am still doing some repair work there). Since it was a couple of months of me putting myself into such a situation – I allow myself all the time it needs to come into a healed, balanced state once again. I was and am so thankful and appreciative for the chiropractors’ awesome work she did! <3 Waking up the next morning with a different kind of soreness, that repair-to-healing kind of ache… I was grateful, 100%!

Two weeks later - I am still feeling a sensitivity in the foot/ankle but nothing like it was! Thank you God! Because it was super painful and when you walk with a limp… the domino effect throughout the structure can start to get messy! I do have a threshold; and apparently I can handle some pain for quite a while before breaking down and requiring help. I am finding that as I am getting older – I don’t LIKE the pain lingering around, I get annoyed with my own physical dramas. Maybe it’s the menopause talking but I also know that deep in-to my core of cores – part of the spiritual journey here is to heal and repair the pain body, the inner-child. One would tend to think that this would get easier. I just think it 'levels up' right along with our spiritual growth.

I get frustrated when it, my vessel/body/temple, seems to be getting a little more louder, noisier and I hear the screams (aka all the ‘random’ issues of pain, soreness and aches) – but I thought I was working on stuff! What happens is – the deeper you keep going with healing work, the bigger the spectrum of multi-dimensionality and expansion will bring about larger ‘wounds’, deeper issues. It’s the: going beyond our Selves at some point. As we expand and work on our embodiment, retrieving soul parts and regaining our cellular memories – we are getting connected to/with: family, ancestral, deeper-ancient lineage, all of our identities across all time and dimensions! It’s cosmic, galactic, Universal… thus, circling back around (continually) to the Collective, the human collective - becasue we are all One.

I know stuff is going to keep showing up for me. How can it not?! This ascension cycle is just getting started and I know, for myself, that I have a lot of work to do! We all have our part(s) to do for the liberation of this planet. It’s not going to be a cake walk; and that has been pretty obvious so far. But I also understand that as I continue to be in alignment, direct connection, with God and the Christos-Sophia consciousness; trusting and allowing, I will be guided, safe, protected and cared for. I just have to get out of my own way.

I am working on this… ‘I’ll do it myself’ way of thinking. It will probably take a hot-minute to get on the other side of this. But I am very aware of the self-inflicted blocked thinking I tend to do. Some programs run deep. I am ready and allowing for the clearing, healing and repair work to keep plugging along! I just hope and pray it doesn’t show up in my foot again, because dang… that sucked! Most physical ailments are never fun but they happen so we pay attention. Our bodies never just happen to be doing this or that by accident. Nope. Nothing is ‘random’.

♥

And on that note, look at this sweetie from my garden! A 'random' flower you say... LOL! Nope!

It's one of the dahlias I'm growing this year! Such a fun, beautiful plant! Love and adore them! I call him Donnie ♥