The 11 Love
Crunching the Numbers ♥
November is always packed full of energies that can shift, change and help us transform. It carries over from October and rides through into December as we approach winter solstice. I tend to think about how, in October, we get ‘hit’ with a lot with Universal energies that do some major shake-ups and shifts. I also equate that manipulated month with the fact that it probably needs some of the most shake-ups and wake ups!
October is technically the 8th month, not the 10th. And right there – in plain sight – should be a red flag (the linear calendar has been altered a little bit too much, don’t cha think?). Hijacked to be one of the most satanic linear ‘times’/months… of course, this can be debatable because we still have Thanksgiving and Christmas coming up! Don’t get me started… Oh boy. It’s a string-of-months! Right after the autumnal equinox there’s a different kind of darkness that goes into overdrive. Many have no awareness to this because they are deluded to see and feel the fun, happy, consumerism-good-times in this holiday season! (Insert red flag). Heck, it’s even been so commercialized to be fun - we've got the parties, the games, candy and gorging, dressing up like anything else but yourself (because your demon/shadow/entity wants to be dressed-up too! And this is the perfect way to do that while blending-in) – that those that are spiraling downward (or out-of-control) want this fun to start… right after (or during) the equinox.
The shadow ‘holiday’ flows into the next... more food (gluttony), ‘fun’ (different for everyone), drinking (shadow/demonics), parties (energy vampires), shopping – maybe even going deeper into debt (black magic), depression (more shadow), dysfunctional family dynamics (ancestral miasma), to self-loathing (shadow), hatred (shadow), angst (shadow) and on-and-on.
I digress, for now.
This and these holidaze, along with everything else deceptive and demonic, is coming to its end. Thank You God! I have no clue how many years, or decades, it will take to dissolve this horrid celebration of ritual abuse, sacrifice, and satanic vibes. If it happens in my incarnate of here-and-now… this would be really cool to witness! It really would! Knowing that I am observing the fact that dissolution is upon us now... also really cool!
Getting back to the original thought-intention for this November writing…
The shifting going on, for me personally, has its moments of feeling and being in – the void. I understand and trust this to be an okay-good-thing when surrendering to the flow of aligning to/with the Heiros Gamos – union(s) – of God, Christ-Sophia, and the Self (all of You!). This is what many on their ascension path are most likely sensing, feeling and doing (knowing or unknowing)… I know that I am not the only one having these moments. If I’m feelin’ it… there are others feelin’ it and livin' it too!
One way to describe ‘the void’, in a vague but simple way, is that it can have a look and feel of:
some of us are, basically, on a totally new ascension 'trajectory'/timeline; a ‘new horizon’, a different timeline allowing a different dimension; different octaves, higher consciousness harmonics. We are creating ‘futures’ right now! Divine, Unity, One-ness futures! Having a lot of blank-spaces and clean-slates to work off-of or from; to assist in its foundations and building blocks with the Divine concepts/architecture that are already there… is an understatement! Everything (that is participating) in this Universe is ascending… it’s not just us humans on this earth! There are LOTS of moving parts and pieces in this Universe… and when you also add-in all the other Universes ascending too… Mind-Blowing!!
This month had no shortage of moments of: integrating, assimilating, neutral witnessing, working on/through - processing through my physical body (always on-going!!), and those consciousness expansion – learning – experiences that continually assist my healing, repair, clearing and all the fun that goes along with any particular Now-moment. All the work I am doing (along with other spiritually hard-working people) is what is helping build the (quote/unquote) new earth we want to live on, we want the future generations to be living on. Our Now selves are part of the ground floor team(s). Doing what we can, and need to, to be the bridge between old and new. Every second of every day is always a moment of/for alignment!
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November felt fast and slow – simultaneously for me! The energy was interesting. A good-interesting!
Because I like to look at the numerology of… well, numbers (LOL!) I journaled a little bit about some of the potency felt. And since this month has a special interest to me – I tend to look at its vibe, if you will, a little different than some of the other months.
So, a little of my own kind-of number crunching...
11-11-2023
11+11+7 = 29 = 11
First up: the Master number 11 is a spiritual one (all numbers are technically ‘spiritual’); this one carries an extra punch of spiritual vibration. Almost like it has some ‘turbo’ behind its already amazing-ness! It’s intuitive, can heighten the sensitivities surrounding it, it’s also very collaborative and relationship-building. I love the 11 as it feels, to me, feminine, very motherly, supportive and nurturing. As an intuitive empath – I see the number 11 a LOT; it is part of my coding. In fact, the 9-11 ‘code’ was one of the first numerical codes to help wake me up!
Wakey wakey…eggs and bakey; 9-11 goona drive you crazy! :-) My little ‘poem’ to myself! Because, it did… drive me a little nuts, at first. We all have at least one code down here that helps us awaken, align, or reassure us. I have several of them :-) but the 9-11 was pretty hard-core; especially back in 2012! And knowing what I know now – I can see why that one was my shaker-n-waker!
So…
A potent 11, a fortified Master (number) day! The holy Mother, she has returned!
She has been returning; anchoring in stronger with each passing day! I am in-love with this! Excited about and for this! The Divine Mother and Divine Father – in Unity, harmony and Love… have returned to us, to liberate us, free us; which allows us to BEcome whole and healed! This comes with work, on our part. No ‘silver platter’… it’s the: help me help you analogy. If this makes sense. Having an awareness that this Divine parental corrected return is even going on… could/can be a game changer for the deep healing we ALL need to be doing.
On a day this potent and powerful; I felt that I will be so deeply working on healing aspects that I very well could be in bed for most of it! …but I wasn’t; I did okay! I gave space for meditation and any processing-work that would come my way (which, is kind-of constant at this stage of my here-and-now). I managed just fine (I giggle – but there are times when I gotta just go get in bed and be there; just laying down). I felt tired though – but that isn’t anything new right now!
This day/month, of this year, marks the 11th year of my dad’s passing. He passed on 11-11-2012 and I truly feel and know… his passing was my full-attention awakening. Do others die so that you can wake-up? I’ve pondered this… and I feel it can be true. Depending on the dynamic. It was true for me. My ancestral clearing and healing path is part of my purpose. My biological earthly parents were actually taking me through doorways that I didn’t fully understand or comprehend at the time. But through my spiritual healing journey – I have come to understand their ‘roles’ in my spiritual work, growth, healing and evolution.
My mother’s death was my dark night (her passing was also in November, a few years prior to my dad’s); my father’s death was my awakening. He was immediately my first ‘guide’ - and I thank both of them for their BE-ing-ness and all the lessons/observations/witnessing they offer. I will keep my gratitude simple, here, as this is a deep, deep wounding that I am still working through. But regardless of their earthly-parenting skills (or lack of) – I thank them for their presence and bringing me into this incarnate. They have taught me many things, and they are still… ‘showing’ me - so that I may continue learning, witnessing, observe, heal, repair and evolve; not just Me – but our family!
11-13-2023
11+1+3+7 = 22
Next up: the Master number 22 is more of a ‘designer’ type of vibe. Designer meaning: It carries the productivity energies and visionary – big picture; ‘builder’ and manifestation. It also has a core stability or foundational, rational energy as well. Since it is a core-companion of the number 4… it’s going to have that ‘4-corners’-foundational essence. In numerology it is referred to as: Master Builder or the Architect. And I will say… it was ringing true for me on this day!
Master number 22 energies - on top of the lovely 11 and the core day-number of 13 (feminine). Wowzah!
I was feeling very creative this day. I was working on a couple various things/projects/activities! And I will say – that when this day was done and it was time to go to bed… I felt the mental exhaustion come-over me! It was interesting. Usually I can get-on and be-on this creative high and it runs through me pretty easily without really feeling the ‘after burn’. Today was different. But today I was also feeling like I could get it all done, too! (That would result in a: no).
Maybe this lit-fire I was on had me doing a little more than my (current) norm. Like when working-out… doing some cardio; if you haven’t done it in a while - and you attempt to tackle it by doing some extra, it’s going to be felt somewhere and somehow! For me – it was mostly mental over physical.
11-22-2023:
This is a more – straight-up: 11 & 22 – double whammy fun!
The foundation of the intuitive/spiritual 11 blending and collaborating with the designer/builder 22! Am I on-the-floor with this energy today?? LOL! Not really. Again, I feel like I did okay.
Master number 11 and Master number 22! When adding in the year of 7, it all adds up to 40 which breaks down into = 4. I am going to point out that – I am seeing why I never liked traditional math in school! Hahaha! :-) It didn’t make sense to me, I struggled (and still do) to divide and get to the square-root sometimes… but this kind of ‘math’ does make sense! My family can vouch for my lack of mathematical skills… and we all get some pretty good laughs out of it. But – you throw a number out – I’ll break it down energetically without batting-an-eye!
Now… back to the 4 that is part and parcel to the vibration of the double Master numbers…
The 4 and the 22 are each other’s ride-or-die: both base their vibe on structure, design, and organization. The 22 rides on the more higher-consciousness aspects of that big-picture and dream-worlds ‘structure’. The 4, though, is the more uptight friend of 22. It tends to have a bit more rigidity and that traditional/practical strength. That’s all good though – we need that… at our core :-) we need a good foundation! When I think of 4 – I think of the ‘4-corners’ and how structurally sound it is; that ‘pillar’/foundation. It’s loyal and dependable.
My day … was somewhat energetic! As in… I was in the kitchen baking, I was doing some creative activities and also – found myself going through some old totes/boxes. I have been on a purging-bender this month too! This was another day I took some time to go through a few things. I’ve been doing this tote-digging in sessions because it can be a little bit on the energy-draining spectrum. Especially if it’s boxes of things I haven’t really been doing anything with for… a few years! Ya know what I mean?!
I also made space to have a deep therapy-session with myself. What I mean by that is… I will usually do a Pilates session coupled with therapy of what is required by my body – with foam rollers, mat work, stretching, therapy ball(s) and whatever else (tools) I have that offers up deeper-tissues work, fascia release etc. After this, I made space for a meditation moment as well. This often leads to automatic writing or creative writing, journaling, etc. It’s a solid hour and a half+ of some great Me time! All these activities are things I already do – but I am not always getting them all done in a complimentary session like I was able to do on this day.
11-29-2023
11+11+7 = 29 = 11
It’s like the reflection of 11-11; these two days are similar in their equaling 29 and breaking back down into the Master 11. That potency! Closing out the month with just as much intensity as the starting…
I’ve already been feeling the Solstice energies approaching. I absolutely adore the Solstices and the equinoxes! They are my true calendar of ‘time’. This is especially ringing more true as this ascension process continues and more cosmic/galactic aspects align and/or are also recalibrating.
And to finish off my notes for November-days of high-vibes and inner-connection of Self + God…
Today was another creative day but not nearly as intense as some of my other days this month. I also spent some time doing therapy work on my back, spine and muscles. I have been feeling the soreness lately, the weird aches. I am working through these and taking care of my physical body with various methods, to release and relax, that are intuitively guided/required for me. Fascia release and acupressure points are just a few of the things helping me out.
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There is a lot going on right now… A LOT! And I don’t even fully grasp a smattering of what is being recoded and rebuilt on this earth and the Universe(s) right now! I just deeply trust and feel all this awesome goodness in my core! We all have our part and our piece here, we all have purpose, we are helping, assisting, holding light, holding codes, helping recalibrate, to clear and repair – from our own bodies to the earth body… so much happening! What I do know/understand is that: the Cathara, the blueprint structure, our Hara line, all chakras - are being heavily worked on (this all equals = physical structure(s) of/in our bodies). Maybe this is just Me. But I sense there are many others feeling this too.
I really noticed some things shifting/different earlier this spring; not too long after returning from Spain. And these last 3 months, for me, seems like things went into over-drive! Again, I thank God on the daily that I am in an understanding of the ascension happening now! Because if I didn’t… I would probably be in some kind of mental-mindset where the ego was suggesting I had some sort of illness or dis-ease taking over my body! No… and Nope!
Harmonization of the feminine and the masculine takes work, strength, support/nurturing and space! Giving it the space it needs to do the things… is being felt! All over my body! While the feels vary from day-to-day and week-to-week – they have been similar over the last few months of feeling/sensing either: skeletal/bones or my reproductive and female anatomy; throwing in the occasional digestive distress… I can see a pattern here! My pattern!
I listen to my intuition and the guidance received to follow the bread-crumbs for any of my current inquiries. Wanting to know more about the why’s or the what’s of any particular ailment I seem to be allowing to flow through my body! Asking for clarity - and when I ‘find it’ – it resonates so-hard there are times when tears swell and my emotions are in-love because it is truth! It’s my truth! This is that direct connection, knowing without a shadow of doubt, the truth… that really does: set you free! It’s an indescribable sensation. And it’s awesome!
Miasma is a deep and sticky substance… it takes conscious effort to keep the healing momentum going. We are all working on (or… should be!) our lineage, our ancestors, through the work we do on ourselves. We all have our very own ‘rabbit-hole’, let alone the collective, earthly, one! Macro-to-micro and all that jazz! It’s where we are, it’s where many are waking-up to, and where many of us are making efforts and consciously working through/on. This is such an exciting time! It really is! Observing the ‘split’, and the disclosures unfold – with the big-drops yet to come, the shadow and density on display, old-systems and programs coming to their ends; the higher consciousness is here, Christ consciousness is here… but so many are lost because they don’t understand what they are living in. They are disconnected – from their heart and their soul is fragmented.
The best suggestion: get a grip on your Self. Start where you are and connect with your heart. Things really will start to unfold once you get real with yourself. We are all different, we all have different ‘paths’ we are on but the one truth that we all share is the Love! Loving yourself is a new concept for many because we’ve been programmed to think and feel otherwise. But this, too, is changing… disconnect is no longer an option.
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BE the Love!
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