Putting the Pisces Together

Head to Toe ascension - I am literally/figuratively moving from my Aries incarnated Western zodiac, the ‘head’, working through the body aspects – down to my ‘toes’ – and ascending as a Pisces; working with and allowing the flow of: the corrected and correcting Solar zodiac, closely related and aligned with the Sidereal/Vedic. There are several astrological ‘sciences’ on this planet; and the one most commonly instilled upon the US is the Western (severely manipulated, and tons of reversals). I have been working through the many parts and pieces of the ‘stamped’ Western zodiac reversals – I am calling this: the Shadow body astrological.

Healing this is: the working with my Ascending astrological correction(s), connections, and embracing. I always felt and knew I was of solar consciousness; my affinity for the Sun has been a part of my every-second on this earth! The lunar aspects were head scratchers for me. I questioned a lot of things about it; but I wasn’t exempt from falling into any of its traps. That ‘psyop’ is a doozie, it runs very deep, and the control-system it runs is massive. As a female – there is a heavy imprint with correlations to/with the moon. And that is all by design. We are the enslaved, controlled, manipulated and heavily burdened breeders on the 3D earth plane. But I for one am ecstatic that this is being corrected - repaired and liberated now! Thank you God!

So, as I work on the concept of ascending head-to-toe I’m embracing this and going with the flow of it all. From the physical, the energetic… body, soul, heart-mind and the Universe, the stars, planets and multidimensional – this is huge! And I’m here for it!

Thick skinned and tough love, initiator, fiery Aries + Compassionate, empathizing, dreamy, inner-healing, water Pisces. I am definitely in this ‘blend’ right now. And seriously – I have always felt like I have been this blend all my life! I honestly don’t know how much or how deep this healing/repair work/project will go, where it will lead me. I just know that Western theory is ‘shadow’ and tweaked just enough (and then-some) to keep one slightly off-path of their true authentic Self; true North. Maybe if someone was to still fall under the same zodiac sign (from Western to Vedic, for example) is their work going to be any more difficult?? Not sure. It would vary, I’m sure, because there really are SO many moving parts and pieces – individually and universally. We all have our own path/purpose and healing/repairing work(s) to do while in our incarnate here. So, I can only speak for my self – and my Self innately knows that recognizing/realizing the reversals/inversions (seeing/feeling/knowing) are very much an inside-job; polarity integration is no easy task; neutrality (non-judgement) takes work, practice and implementation. That healing miasmic burdens… not for the timid. Most people don’t want to ‘look’ at themselves! How can you truly heal if you can’t even stand to look at the Self?! Working on the myriad of levels and layers of Self/ancestral, the collective, the planetary, and beyond - which can be summed up with the commonly used: as above, so below (because its accurate!)… one needs to be diligent and remain strong. Since we are from the stars – this (astrological repairing) should be taken a little more seriously and with deeper understanding. It is a huge piece to our existence here. It’s only a part of the ‘map’ that makes us… us.

I lovingly call my project Me: Putting the Pisces Together.

As I work though/look at (and process to heal) the years before/since about 2005/07-ish (but, really, since I began this incarnate), I can see the ‘map’ of activations (that which was already active to that which was activated or re-activated) and how my physical vessel (specifically) was connecting and correcting. The early years (of my re-awakening)… I didn’t really understand what was truly and deeply going on at the time but I just knew, innately, that my heart, and the heart-brain relationship, was undergoing some massive overhaul! What is happening?!! Sums it up!

The death/passing of my mother was one of my (strong, initiating) trigger-point; this was an activation/initiation that was NOT going to be put ‘back to sleep’. Was this a ‘hazing’? A spiritual hazing?? LOL! Funny – but serious. This brought about several upheavals throughout my body. From the emotional, mental and physical; thus, bringing on the deeply spiritual! Heart activation had ensued. This took me into quite the dark night (of the soul) that lasted at least 2+ years! Very lost, disoriented, confused; lots of emotional rock-bottom moments. No real internet or social media back then to help me get some (fast) understanding. It felt cold, lonely, and very shadowed. The haze and fog I was living in was ‘wavy’, weird, depressing at times, and external things kept crashing around me (around us). You can look and act ‘normal’ on the outside (sort of) and people might see you a little sad or depressed (as an example), all while internally you feel and are experiencing this void going on; an internal chaos and/or confusion. It’s hard to describe and although we live through our own unique dark nights, once you experience it – you know!

I kept trudging along though, hoping for better days ahead (keepin’ the faith, basically). I have to say – that having young children during this was truly a God send ♥ (yes!!) because I wanted to keep-my-shit-together as much as possible for them! They are the loves of my life and having them (unknowingly) keeping me accountable really did keep me from truly spiraling into some sort of abyss! I recognize this and so thankful for their sweet loving souls to keep me from falling and completely crashing! I had stuff going on within my physicality that I just wasn’t seeing at that time. It usually takes a health crisis to get our attention (with a plethora of other triggers as we journey through our Selves). I knew there was disconnect – and recognizing this - that is one of the first steps in a healing journey. I knew something was off but where to even start… gradually my (singled-out) issues would take me to those deep-moments of seeking answers. I was all-over-the-board with following my intuition – from emotional/mental to physical/health and expansion of consciousness (that has no boundaries); this gas-pedal was now officially being pressed!

Timelines were shifting, ascension was bringing in the bifurcation, and I was getting lit-up with the energetics/frequencies to raise my awareness, consciousness… to fully awaken NOW – the emotional stuff was hitting hard and so was the physical. It was my ‘health’, period. All of it – at all layers! Confusing time when you are already confused! I was having a crash-course! Hearing things, seeing things, the feels, the knowing… dreams so lucid, vivid, and clarity so crisp they felt ‘real’ (because they were). I was following my breadcrumb trail without wasting any time! There’s w-a-y more to this life!!! Yes, yes there is!                    

Gradually, in those first handful of years, I worked on developing a connection and relationship with my body. I still work on this – there’s a LOT going on!! I began haphazardly, kind-of this casual knowing but nothing serious. I dabbled with cleanses, detoxes, learning ‘random’ things in the natural/holistic world (applying these to my life). I wanted to know more about TCM and chakras/meridians, our energies, and ancient wisdom. Since astrology has always been running in my background, it was more of wanting a deeper understanding of some of this stuff. I began a deeper relationship with plants, rocks, nature; my garden truly was my Zen. These were just those organic, natural, flow of life things I was doing. My interests were shifting, my conscious-awareness – building, my spirit and soul – solidly anchoring in as I was removing inorganic aspects, clearing out miasmas, and regaining my heart-love-compassion. Calling back fragments of soul, healing with light/love and forgiveness. I was re-wiring my brain and allowing my heart to guide – to choose and to live life in a betterment-way. Slowly and methodically culling the 3D and toxic ‘load’ (on many levels) all while incorporating and applying healthier choices. Wanting to and intentionally seeking truth; with natural/organic, holistic ways for living this life. This trickles down into the family dynamic, of course.

There was a nice solid block of time where my kids lovingly called me hippy-dippy; was I a weird mom? Probably. Am I still? Also, probably. But I wouldn’t change a thing. I was opening myself up to lovingly embody my authentic Self – without explanation, without apologies. I’ve always been a brutally honest type – all my life; as a kid… it’s hard to make friends when you call out the bullshit and don’t fall for it either. It tends to be one of those parts-and-pieces to the ‘loner’ types; the Indigos that don’t waste energy on drama, fakeness, and exhausting/draining people, places, things. There are ‘Aries’ aspects about that too.

During this phase of my spiritual awakening initiation timeframe - I was building upon my already innate… I was allowing authenticity to settle in, cogs in my wheels were clicking, the rust on the parts and pieces was being ‘sand-blasted’ and cleared. It’s a process, a long arduous process, but I’m worth it! And – this doesn’t stop, it’s on-going; we are here to: feel it so we can heal it. There’s much work to be done!  

So, yes,…I have some hippie-dippy-ness about me (that’s Pisces) but my expressive-delivery system tends to be tough-love and blunt-honesty (that’s Aries) and I will not apologize. LOL! I care, I really do, but I will also not hesitate to whap with the proverbial 2x4 (truth-bomb anyone?!)! But I do so with love. It also has a lot to do with coming in-to your Self, your holistic/wholeness - ‘one-ness’, and the neutrality of which you learn how to Be (so that you can then observe).

I am still developing this zero-point aspect of Self; it’s not an easy-peasy one to fully acquire (when ego/thinking-mind wants to be the driver). Our human-ism and the goo and gunk that is smothering us (at various levels and layers) has ways of keeping us locked-up, diverted, and in dis-connect. It takes absolute dedication, time, practice, healing, work, processing and all the other fun stuff that comes with truly liberating oneself from Control. There is so much burden in this incarnate, on this dense imprisoned planet, that is smothered in reversals and inversions. It’s all to keep us hindered, blocked, enslaved and ‘un’-awake to our multidimensional abilities/Self. Because when we master our Selves, ALL of our Selves – the ‘3D anti-Christ party’ is truly and completely over (lights-out) for the negative agenda, reptilian games, and mind-control puppetry.

Liberation starts uniquely, individually - this begins ‘at home’, with and within our Self; and thus, gradually the collective. Where, I know if there is struggles and challenges just at our own level, in the collective - we will definitely have some hang-ups and hick-ups (at a larger scale). But slow and steady wins the race, right? I personally am looking forward to this happening on this planet. It has already begun. You can actually see it, the starting of the domino-effect. Will full disclosure happen in my Now, this incarnate, life time?? I can only wonder and hope and pray. But in all seriousness… these next 20/30-ish years would have to be pretty fast moving and spectacular!! It’s in God’s hands – and I will be observing.

Back to my conversion, my transfiguration, of astrological aspects.

I am doin’ my best at working with – well, everything new and on-going, to be honest!

My journey and adventures from within. There is ‘real time’ physicality’s happening that are in direct relation to the energetic/frequencies of now. Things are speeding up (as we advance to higher frequencies/aka 'new earth'), and this includes our bodies’ abilities to integrate, assimilate – adjust, adapt, reconfigure and transfigure. What used to take a ‘hot minute’ is almost (if not actually) right now! This is for all the layers – our energetic/light-body and physical. And it – is – felt!!!

Working in alignment with the rhythm of the (annual procession) zodiacs is now beyond just reading the birth/natal chart and resonating - feeling the feels of it. Agreeing or disagreeing with the vibe of the words that have been put on paper; your personal read-out. We are at a point where we have to get out of the ‘book’/get off the page (book-smarts) and step into the actual experiencing (street-smarts). My intention is to go deeper with it/this newly evolving dynamic(s); apply, utilize, cognize, realize, embrace/embody and all the interesting, fun things, ideas, concepts and healing aspects that go along with it all.

This has been interesting these last couple of years as I have been working to deepen my relationship with whatever those Now moments of flow are (this is more than just a zodiacal season). There is an ebb and flow just within these zodiac cycles/seasons that has been changing, getting alterations, and shifting into the higher Christ/Sophia frequencies. So, as the linear calendar year feels and is – speeding up, these cycles and seasons are bringing about intensities that are truly felt right, left and center!

As I continually go with the flow (wink, wink) ;-) I find myself always having these ‘bright ideas!’ - new concepts and experiments to be trying out and/or just things I’m working on… always with the partial title of ‘project Me’; casual but encompassing.

This year is about (with intentions set) my spinal work, in flow, with the zodiacs. (Last year was my 54-Taskmaster year). My spinal work is about spending some quality time with each vertebrae of my thoracic back. This is an area in mySelf that has received some blunt-trauma (car accident/back injury). So, along with all the new/incoming ascension energetics, I have set the intention to go into a deeper healing mode with not just my back as a whole, but my thoracic area more individually (but as part of it wholly – if that makes sense).

There are 12 thoracic vertebrae and 13 zodiac seasons – but I am also including the cervical joint that connects neck to back (C7-T1 segment); respectfully: Aries season. And Aries season this year was no slacker! It was my head-to-neck, my lymph (in my neck). To me – this is basically head/neck stuff and correlates with Aries/Taurus. So interesting how things just kind-of get all synchronistic, am-I-right?!

This month, with the flow from Aries to Taurus season, it’s the T1. And currently, I am repairing/healing aspects of neck-to-T1 (the carry-over from Aries season). I can be a slow, methodical healer of Self. My body knows what to do, some things take time, especially if I wasn’t getting right-on-it when I should have!

April into May (and most likely May into June) has been in a couple of focus areas for me – my neck, lymph, fascia, back/spine; I have my right ankle/foot healing work that seems to be on-going. There’s all this fun menopausal stuff I am adapting to/with. I did a cleansing session earlier this month. I am continuing with ‘critter’ detox-removal as well.

It feels ‘busy’ in this vessel right now; stuff pops-up and I tend to it as soon as I have inner-recognition that this ‘is a thing’. This is where I tend to have that ‘wait and see’ going on; to give it a minute. :) Because I am not a panic-er. Stuff comes and goes, and I allow it show up for me – but when it hangs-out a little too long… then I’m like: wtf is this?? LOL! Seriously tho - putting out fires and repairing work seems to be my year so far. Not full-blown health crises stuff (thank you God); but enough of this-and-that to keep me busy. (Not that I want to be busy doing this stuff – but it is what it is… and I know I am packing around some density, burden, miasma, etc. So, ya, physical vessel work is one of my ‘things’).

With all the ascension energetics happening (and will be!) I pray I can keep-up, that my physical body can keep-up! My focus is to do the work, do my best, and call on Higher help when I hit a speed bump. It is up to me to take the action steps and get-r-done (time is an illusion, I try to stay in the flow – this does vary). I honestly don’t know how anyone disconnected right now (from their body, spirit/soul, and God-Source) are dealing. Even I - with an understanding of ascension energetics and where we are going, where our planet is going – have challenges/struggles! (Thank you God for my knowing-ness!) So many without a clue must be feeling like complete and utter shit these days! I wish everyone well, but also know not everyone is going to ‘make it’.

These next handful of years will be interesting.

And as I process to progress – one of my favorites to say: I’ll keep on keepin’ on!

♥

Peace