Awakening and the Dark Night

The collective/global consciousness of awakening and the dark night – or ego death, is happening at the same time. Right now. This Now.

It is happening at various levels and degrees, some are paying attention and some are not. But it is… happening.

We are still in a ‘zero’-point year; I like to call this linear moment in time, of this new decade – a ‘zero’ year. Zero point represents the stillness. That place and space where there is everything – yet nothing. Odd for the ego-mind to grasp (for most 3D thinkers) but using this as a visual, for me, seems fitting as I try to conceptualize. Time is standing still right now while we try to get some organization and (hopefully) clearing chaos – that has been going on, well, for thousands of years! It might not seem like there is ‘stillness’ going on – but there is an underlining slow-motion of time happening right now; that – anchoring in of New Earth. Yet, on the surface – things are fast, speeding up, and causing chaos. The timeline of our new earth is in a turbulence situation, if you will. A little bit of a bumpy ride!

Bifurcation, splitting, choosing a path, new trajectory. It’s about consent. Where are you giving your consent. It is time to be of a higher consciousness and choosing your future wisely. While we are in this pivotal point, the ascension transition(s), there might be this sensation of complete chaos, confusion, loss of control, fears of uncertainty and security, fears of losing freedoms and… fears… in general. We as a human collective are choosing which road to go down. Collectively and with our individual-Self.

This is an example of the dark night collectively; which is also shaking things up on a grand scale causing more people (individually) to awaken. Awakening to the fact that they have been smothered in lies and deceit, un-truths, all things fake/false and negative-propaganda. Some of these newly awakened might stay ‘here’ and only stay woke to the here-n-now; global collective consciousness of all these ‘tangible’ awareness’s (staying in the 3D matrix but with certain level of awareness). Examples of this: waking up to the corrupt politics but not really waking up to the deeper truths of that. Waking up to the corrupt pharmaceutical industry but not connecting the dots within the extended matrix of health. Basically, staying in a limited ‘awakened’ state.

Many will continue on and further awaken to their spiritual awakening that then propels them onward towards their true freedom (ascension path)… spiritual and higher dimensional freedom. To work towards total Soul/Spiritual freedom! To transcend.

This global phenomenon, I will admit, is kind of weird (not judging…just observing). It is weird for me to witness this happening en masse; because my dark night and awakening seemed to have happened ‘separately’. What is separate? Right? Mine was very personal, individual, and before 2012 even. Maybe ‘secluded’ (private) is a better choice of word – for describing. But right now the global/collective is having both of these happening at the same time, on a grand scale, and (maybe they don’t know it – but they are) in front of billions of people! This might be exacerbating the confusion.

I can only use my own personal experiences as reference but – my dark night came to visit me… which brought on the awakening initiation phase. Through the initiation phase, while working through my dark night, there was healing taking place. It was after some of these steps was my actual (final) ‘re’-awakening moments. I know that we are all different and yadda yadda… but I have heard some similar awakening stories. Something brings you to your ‘dark night’ which triggers the process to either surrender or to question (which brings the truth seeking). There seemed to have been… more noticeable stages and phases for me. I can look back and see how my timeline flowed from one point to another; and the growth in between. I know there was/is reason for that, the timing was also a factor. As a lightworker for the Now… I needed to have all this happen at the when and the where. But looking at the mass-collective-conscious now… it seems, just kind-of crazy!

I actually don’t know if I should feel happy for all the awakening now (because it appears they are having it all done at once...or at a more in-your-face speed) or a little sad for them because they might not get to experience the nice methodical, deeply healing, slower enlightening path. But it is what it is… my feelings about it don’t really matter in the realm of it all. 🙂 I think my monkey-mind is trying to compare notes, and I shouldn’t. Awakening is awakening – and we are all going to be very different in how it individually affects us.

As a witness though… it really seems like they are literally being pushed out in front of a huge bus… repeatedly! Mine, was more like multiple rounds of smaller cars… but I had time to integrate and heal after each ‘incident’. I guess if you are awakening now (within the mass-group) – there is time to pull back and work on yourself. Okay, there is always time to work on yourself (by yourself!). Always! 🙂 But you have to actually realize that this is what is happening! The awareness and connections. We all made choices before we incarnated… so, it’s not my place to say anything about the how’s of this, really. If you signed up to be hit by a bus, that was your choice! Apparently I wanted a few rounds of being smacked around! Hahaha… Ahhhh, it makes one pretty resilient though! Some thick skin? Yes. Thick-crystalline-diamond-light-body skin!

So, the chaos and confusion happening will be ensuing for a little while. The way ‘time’ (timeline of 5D) is speeding up to get us into our ascension-progression is faster and faster with each passing… day! Gaia is already anchoring 5D – we need to catch up (consciously and physically)! We have right now, this zero year (and the ‘1’ year too) to get our wits-about-us. Start picking a lane everyone! And get in it! Hopefully, it’s the new(ly) ascension earth lane!

Those choosing to stay in their 3D ways and mind-set will have struggles and issues from here on out. You cannot live with old false-programming on a new earth. You will not be compatible. Issues, glitches, deletions, and just flat-out ‘stop workings’ will be the norm for anyone finishing out their days in this incarnate with old-ways. It is what it is. You have to change, raise your awareness, and live at a higher consciousness state and you have to begin yesterday!

With the fourth dimensional/astral plane with us right now this can also be a cause for many to freak out and not understand. They are beginning to see things and feel things not normal to them. This is dis-connect. It is part of the programming most all of us have been under at some point or another. Especially if you come from any kind of religious/organized religion programming – where they just love messing with people’s minds! To even want to be interested in the astral field was a no-no for a do-good church goer. Maybe that was just my family-church dynamic… but I saw that this was a common taboo subject growing up. So, I don’t think it was just me.

Where I am heading with this is – since we are barreling through space leaving the third dimension behind and reaching the fifth… you know we have to go through the fourth, right? The fourth is with us now. And it is the perfect time to really do your inner-work, shadow work, inner child, and any ancestral work. Deep healing! It’s easily accessible right now. Fifth dimensional living is a whole-living. You integrate all aspects of you. This means healing trauma and deep wounds… many will sense this as part of their ‘dark night’ package presented to them at this time.

So, if the feelings of: feeling lost, confused, chaotic (at times, or maybe it’s all the time), depression, anxiety, not knowing ‘who you are’ anymore… it’s because you aren’t who you thought you were. It is time to awaken to the truths that are being shown to you. Personal truth and global-collective truth. The time is now to really reach IN to your heart-space and begin (if you haven’t already) the conversations of who you ARE. The wool was pulled over all of our eyes for millennia! The negative forces and their negative agendas are really scrambling right now; losing ground and losing ‘control’. They won’t go down without a fight. I mean, who doesn’t… right? We all tend to go-down-swinging! Last ditch-effort or the hail-Mary, there is all kinds of ways of saying this. Well, this is their current activity. While they do this… they are exposing themselves (in-fighting) and exposing the lies and deceit they worked so hard to build.

The cracks are getting bigger (for them) and the more light we can shine, the stronger and brighter we are… those cracks get bigger (and will gradually swallow them up)! These cracks are the old 3D matrix busting open, cracking open, so it can break apart and shed; fall away. The shedding and sluffing-off of the old layer/skin to reveal the Divine Gaia and our New Earth that is there (here!), waiting for us! I don’t know about you… but I am pretty excited about all of this! Yay!! This is like TRUE Christmas! 🙂 This is the ‘second coming’ of Christ. The Christos light body. Yes please! I hold my hand high up in the air, I volunteer… sign me up!

Oh wait, I already did! 🙂

Join me in the Divine fun, the Divine light, and the Divine love… the grass is truly greener ‘over here’! ❤

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