Sun Fun Journal 12/13-19

12-13 through 12-19

The Solar Eclipse Week

Continued Sun-Gaze and Meditation experiment-adventure!

The Sum up; Brief entries for the week:

** **I am of Solar-Consciousness** **

13th:

So, the 13th would be a cloudy-ish day. Sun-gazing was out. But it doesn’t really stop me from going outside and looking in its direction.

At 12:13 I had my meditation session. And the feels I have been feeling of late: regardless if I am in any actual meditation/gratitude session (although that is my general state-of-BEing!) – I am feeling the higher consciousness waves emanating through my body. Waves, mild pulsing, subtle vibrations – nothing alarming; just gently noticeable. These are one of the common sensations, I am very familiar with, when energy and frequencies are flowing.

Adding to this is also a different ringing pitch and tone in my ears. This is constant but low-level. When a new or integrating moment is occurring – the pitch/tone will change and become heightened just enough to bring my awareness to it. I have developed a ‘relationship’ with the ear ringing over the years. I have learned how to control it, or work with my higher-Self, in keeping this ‘under control’. When it is something from my higher self… I will also receive clicking sounds! For me, my right ear is more ‘Universal’ or Galactic/Cosmic – higher dimensional planes; my left ear is my higher-Self.

12-13-20

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14th:

On the Solar Eclipse day of the 14th we had partly cloudy for most of the day. Of course at the 2-ish o’clock time frame… the clouds got thicker and greyer. It didn’t stop me from – going outside and looking in the direction of where I know the beautiful Sol is! My sunshine picture was taken earlier in the day; the rainbow rays felt nice!

Since the peak of this eclipse (high/climactic-point) happened while I was technically still asleep… there was no grand plans of a meditation in that regards. The 12:14pm session was the plan and I stuck with that. Part of my connection today was to have an Oracle card reading with myself. This is always a fun activity! I like to let the cards bring what they need to – into my awareness. I use Oracle style decks, not Tarot. I have no attraction or resonating vibrations towards Tarot. The reading was simple, 3 cards, with always… an interesting message or perspective of my now moment(s).

I would spend a lot of quiet moments throughout this day; constantly giving gratitude, talking ‘plans’ with God-Source, Self-reflection, and also having conversations with my physical vessel.

This past week I have had an imbalance show up on the right side of my body (masculine side). I am currently working with and through it. I allow anything that comes-up to be ‘in the mix’ of what needs to be looked at, considered, or physically/actively done – for over-all healing. I love it when I get those mini-epiphanies and dot-connecting ah-ha’s! It really makes the ‘math’ of it all… a little easier!

12-14-20

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15th:

Hello to the ‘day after’! Who’s feeling hung-over (with heightened frequencies)?

I am.

I have been feeling this since last month actually! I integrate, I assimilate; adjust, adapt, align, rejuvenate, repair, revitalize! It’s a constant way of Self once on the ascension path. This becomes the ‘norm’. This is our new ‘norm’ for new earth! Until the human is completely in its new evolution body, higher conscious vessel, running fully and completely at the higher dimensional frequencies… there will be adaptations, repairs, and upgrading going on for us ‘older models’! The babies being born now – they are coming in already at the higher consciousness levels. They will be operating at a place and space that most parents won’t even comprehend. I can only hope all those creating new humans realize they cannot raise their new human in old paradigm-ways. This will be interesting to witness.

As for me… I am not birthing humans (been there, done that – and they are adults now), but I am having some real creative flows! Birthing new concepts! With new energies come new ideas, refiguring and adjusting of some ‘old’ ones, and propelling forward with the alignment of the Soul path/purpose. As a creative person, all my life, new ideas are not ‘new’ to me. What is new (these last few months) are concepts in relation too various interests, passions, creative desires/outlets, and endeavors. Basically, stuff I didn’t realize I really want to know more about, learn, experience and/or try!

Like I always say: I don’t know what I don’t know! And I really love it when the Universe puts something right in front of me and says… hey, take a look at this! We think you will like it! Ahhh, I just love and adore signs and synchronicities! They really are the new black and white! Or… maybe like that character: Cap’n Obvious!

12-15-20

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16th:

Today is a day of snow…

They grey heavy fog and cloudiness came in and stayed in. Snow would really get going by the afternoon and leave us with a few inches before it was even my bedtime.

I didn’t get to see any sunlight (insert sad-face here) with my human-eyes; I know it’s behind the scenes being its magnificent-Self! But – the ‘show must go on’! I did my 12:16pm meditation and was able to really spend some quality time today. These are always nice!

And, like I just mentioned, my afternoon sunshine ‘pictures’ will be non-existent. I will also admit, I didn’t even go outside during this snow shower! Was this a ‘quiet’ day? Kind-of.

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17th:

Yesterday might have been grey, cold, dark, snowy and feeling like a true winter day but today – was nice! We had some partly cloudy action going on; blue sky was visible!

It warmed up enough today to start the melt-off of everything we just had pile up last night! Fingers crossed this doesn’t turn into an ice-rink out there. The odds are – it will.

I had an opportunity to sun-gaze around the 2 o’clock zone; snap a couple pics of the beautiful Sol and give my gratitude! I was feeling so many moments throughout the day today to just give thanks, appreciation and love for… lots of things really. Communication with my Guidance was also in this ‘heightened’ state. A good vibe’n kind-of day? Yes!

As for my 12:17pm moment of ‘Zen’… I was actually in discussions with my hubby at this time. And the discussions were of a positive, future-boding (boding… in a good way! Hahaha, I think boding has a negative connotation to it. It’s more: in a good-future-foretelling or planning way); a little goal-setting conversation. This was a really good way to spend that moment too! Working in harmony with another; discussing ‘dreams’, goals, plans, and things that are coming up in the very near future for us!

A session of ‘co-creation’!

Nice!

12-17-20

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18th:

Back to heavy cloud cover, grey skies, and very cold. Bitter cold!

My entry for this day will be short and to the point (I thought they all were! Hahaha).

Meditation moment for the 12:18 point… I would actually be in gift-mode! To be technical, it was purchasing a gift to give this holiday. There is joy in that. There was for me. I am a big advocate for making gifts, and I love to and I try to. I also need to purchase something for some-ones as well! However it happens to get accomplished – there is joy and it’s heart-felt. There isn’t any feeling of ‘lack’ or being grumpy about it, no bah-humbugs… I want to do this, I feel the fun and excitement in it. It’s a vibration of joy, generosity, sharing, abundance and love.

A great energetic frequency to be radiating out!

And as for any 2 pm-ish appearance of our wonderful Sol – hidden behind the grey. We have snow in the forecast too. I hope it’s not for days and days!

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19th:

Wow, the week is already come and gone! Look how fast time is speeding up! That’s kind-of a funny thing to be saying when you are already reading the ‘sum-up’ of a week that has already gone by!

Next week is the ‘big energy’ pop of the 21st and 22nd. There is also the traditional Christmas holiday (and its various ways/forms of being). I will most likely be feeling things physically and energetically. I am already feeling things; and I am on the tired side of integration right now! I am making sure I take care, get rest; also – moving my body, the physical vessel needs TLC right now. Eating… mostly healthy and really good. I say mostly because I have had a couple of days scattered in this month of weird cravings (or what seem weird). Energy integrating into the vessel might have you grabbing something to eat that you might not usually (or frequently) do. Or days of the opposite – not hungry at all.

As for today, the 12-19 and having a moment of inner-reflection or conversations with my higher-Self… at 12:19 I was doing just this! I was able to have some meditation time. Afterwards I did a few meridian massage points, also held an acupressure point or two as well. Keeping things flowing at all levels is really good; especially in these ascension times of high frequencies coming in! The pitch/ring in the ears has leveled out as of the last two-ish days. Still there but has calmed and quieted. My right side body issue has subsided as well. I really do love being able to ‘work on myself’ and get tangible results!

The 2 pm hopeful sun-gaze session was… cloudy! I was outside at this time though – doing a chore or two! I stopped to gaze upon the sun-light regardless of the cloud cover. At least I could actually see her trying to burn-through! Then taking a pic or two for the ‘log-book’!

12-19-20

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The general thoughts and feelings for this particular week of – hit and miss sun-gazing; as well as my time and date sync for meditations: not too bad! It was what it was. Since I have been generally feeling the intensities of the energies picking up for a while now, there wasn’t anything really ‘hitting me hard’ during these moments; but definite energies were noticeable.

Quiet/zen/meditation moments are not unfamiliar for me – but having a little fun with the ‘sync-up’ was cool! I plan to keep-on keepin’-on next week and… until the end of the year! It will be fun to know that my last meditation for 2020 was at 12:31! At least, my alone-time ‘quiet’ medi! At the midnight hour of new year’s eve I will most likely be: 1. Awake (hahaha), 2. Surrounded by the family, 3. In the middle of a card game or something; and 4. Actually wanting to go to bed! Good times, indeed! 🙂

But as for ‘Christmas’ week – I really am not sure how things will go. There is traveling involved for us and being with family elsewhere. I will do my best to get my date and time moments in; as for sun-gazing at 2… hmmm, I can only hope! We’ll find out!