Thoracic Park 3.

Gemini to Cancer, Cancer into Leo –

I am moving towards and through the deeper connection, awareness and healing intentions of my thoracic spine; the T3 is my now (during July into Aug). The nerves of the T3 are connected to the lungs, bronchial, and chest area. The T4 is also connected to the chest; lungs, and aspects regarding the gallbladder – both T’s are chest area; with the nerve-flow starting to head down into the abdominal region (T5 is when things really head on down!). And like last season/month – it is a blended and/or companion aspect that is naturally flowing with this healing intention and ‘project’ (of Me). You really can’t separate and single out when there is so many moving parts and pieces; everything is connected, work together and build-up one another - but there is a heightened focus!

Most of my July (Gemini) was spent traveling, then (back home) recovering from said-travels! The adjusting-back (a little pun fun ☺) is where I can take the hit! It’s not so much when I go, land, adapt to new time-zones and cultures – because it’s ‘go’! I just immerse and do each day with vigor, fun, ease, adventure, etc. When back home… it’s interesting that it’s not still that same vibe. Hmmmm. Ponderous. I think that’s when the assessment hits; some analyzing of one’s current life and situations. Choices made and making. All while trying to acclimate one’s self back into the ‘daily’.

And this particular trip my return home was also when Gemini was ending and the Cancerian season began. The watery, emotional, Cancer zone… the synch-up to energetic, Cosmic, the frequency shifts to/with my physical vessel is uncanny (LOL! and wink-wink!). Stomach and digestion is really asking for some recovery and TLC! It was not quite the diet I was hoping for on that trip. The foods consumed were so not my best friend! But I was living in the moments which included just eating… stuff!

I make it sound not-that-great but I will admit that before heading off – I had these grand ideas, thoughts, and envisioned some pretty tasty fare while abroad. When this wasn’t panning-out (on the daily) I was kind-of getting a little sad about all-the-food I dreamed of tasting but these were nowhere to be found. Yes, location, location, location… I get that. But still – even within ‘locations’ one can hope! Maybe I (we, because hubby was saddened as well) have a standard that others don’t? Maybe I value things like: taste/seasonings, temperature, quality, texture… hmmmm…. just a ‘picky’ eater, I guess!☺

Let’s be honest – London is not known for fine dining… and we weren’t exactly seeking out 5 star locations either. We were all over the place while there – and eating when ‘it hit’. This equates to – small selection of choices for dinner/meals all while in-a-hurry because we waited so late to stop and eat. Waiting until you’re starving is just not the best method.

When we were in Greece, the food and dining was a little more scheduled (not by much though) and seafood choices were a-plenty! We also were staying in a villa, not a hotel. The options of making our own food(s) was awesome, cost effective, and casual. We moved up a notch. Not to mention the entire vibe of the Greece experience was pretty-chill. :)

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While traveling – the breath and breathing, lungs of Gemini.

The first days back home and recovery – the stomach, digestion, and the waters of Cancer season begins.

Emotionally, it wasn’t that I was ‘drained’, I was doing a bit of processing from the travels (Europe vs. America, as well as other ‘thoughts’-processed) and had this back and forth going on – some comparing and also some assessing. It’s always interesting what you experience, learn, and then take it back with you to add-to the overall consciousness; awareness/expansion. Yes, ‘put that one in the box’… LOL! This can show up as some emotional and mental work(s); all depending on what one does with it.

I found myself thinking about more green, to be honest! More plants! More plant life, greenery, plushness, water, and how location, location, location is huge on different levels! The part of the UK I saw, London, was all cement, gray and cold, with a heaviness/density (this goes deep – the anti-Christ levels of deep – and it is felt when there). Greece – dry, hot, sandy/rocky, little ‘green’… the olive tree orchards were beautiful to me! Yes! But generally – so much ‘dry’. This all had me appreciating my home and garden somethin’ fierce! Gotta fully feel the feels of what you have when it’s ‘gone’ (away from you) for a while.

I’ve always loved, have love for, deep appreciation to/for my garden, all my plants and the plant-life! I am a Plant Lady, after all! But there is that next-level deeper-ness that hits when you can see/feel/experience something that is at the other end of the spectrum. Like being in the desert and then going into the forest. It’s pretty obvious!

A similar example: feeling, sensing, and building ones discernment with energies, frequencies, etc. You gotta have some experiences along the scale – up and down, down and up (shadow/light, etc) – bringing development, understanding, cognition, etc. This shows up for us in our (own) reality as well.

What I took away from these travels is most definitely not the same as my spouse, or the kids.

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For solar Cancer there is currently an energetic repair-focus on the stomach; and heart-space in relation to the astral/4D. My intention is to be processing any and all things in relation for my personal T3/spine trauma; as well as the Universal/collective corrections happening now (and what I need to be working on there).

There is a bit of a ‘chaotic’-blurry-ness for me during this time, I will say. Due to the fact of returning home, working on my recoup and recovery, all while getting-back-to-routine(s) and trying to gain that ‘control’; the reigns, if you will. I was feeling a bit discombobulated the end of July into early August. Just… doin’ my best!

Giving myself the space to be gentle and ease back. Physically – somatic stretching, Pilates, correcting the missing supplements/vitamins, getting back into a (better) sleep schedule, the food/diet, and of course… being out in my beloved garden! Interestingly enough – ‘outside’ the winds had switched over to rains! The much needed rain for such a dry, drought, hot, windy July. Amazing!

So, as for my spine work – there really is some T3 connection here but will say – these last two months, these top T’s (1, 2, 3), has felt all similar in that there hasn’t been anything so-obvious jumping-out into my awareness for deep, super deep, healing. And it’s definitely all-ok if things are subtle, at the subtle-body/energy levels and layers. It’s not that I really want to be feeling everything at the physical! No. That would start to get a little… annoying, maybe.

I am just following my intuition, guidance, and giving myself the space and calm to allow. Allow – whatever comes. This has been showing up, currently, as more body-work. Chiropractic, somatic, and changing up my workouts; and in that breath-work aspect when observed. I like this kind of physicality!☺ With ease and grace, please and thank you God.

On the T3/nerves and heart level: physically and energetically… we have a meridian-motherboard at the backside of the heart-space. The Nadis; within the light-body/energy field of the Self – rewiring and corrections have already ensued and are in a continual on-going process for upgrade and thus, healing/repairing. With this, and like mentioned already - the breathing/breath-work, the calm, and maintaining a nervous system to be open to receive all while staying relaxed is akin to being in a walking-meditative-consciousness state.

For me, a great example is any time I am out in my garden! It is my Zen. The goal is to be neutral observer; I can do this effortlessly on a walk for example. The garden will have its moments of neutrality – but I also gotta do-the-work out there! It’s give-and-take, just like any relationship should be.

My over-all goal is to be in the neutral state 100% 24/7… yes, it’s a work-in-progress, takes deep ego-mind release/healing, and I am not fully there yet. I acknowledge this, because if I was ‘there’ right now, all the time... I wouldn’t be feeling my back the way I do (and thinking about it)! LOL!

I giggle about that but seriously – the pain body is what keeps us actively showing up to be doing our work. That (hopefully) subtle reminder… we’re not quite done here; or, there is in-coming/integration happening ‘here’. God does enter through the wounds… across all time, space, and dimensions! We are here to integrate all our Selves, identities, parts and pieces. So, feeling is healing.

Yes, I would LOVE to not be feeling any physical body pains – but honestly – if I didn’t have the back issues (in all their varied states over my life) I most likely wouldn’t be going off into these ‘weird’ deep(er) Self-realization practices, experiments, experiences for my learning, understanding and spiritual growth. I just… wouldn’t! My spine, my back, it keeps me active in a way that no other body pain would!

Do I patiently ‘wait’ for the pain/aches to be fully gone? Yes.

Will it probably be the in the moments that I leave this body and exit from this incarnate? Probably. And I have made peace with that.

Have I (already) signed myself up to keep feeling the feels of my back, trauma-infused fascia/parts/systems, along with all that entails… in order to keep me actively on the path of always ‘seeking’ all-the-things??? You bet!

But again, waking up one morning and having it all been released, healed, and… gone – would just be: fabulous! :) 

So, yes, it is a life-goal - and Imma goona say it… and I’m here for it!

This is true for each individual walking this earth! We all have our something. The something(s) we carry physically, from this incarnate, other incarnates/lifetimes, dimensions – we are our own living ‘book’. The challenge is not letting the ego-thinking mind ‘read’ it and over-analyze it (as an Aries ‘head’…geesh, analyzing and organizing is tough not to be doing!) - but to let the heart read it and we follow with trust and safety. Easier said than done, I know.

The damages done here (planetary) and to our human fleshly bodies is outrageous! First we have to have an awareness of… just our body, as a whole! If you are disconnected just from the physical aspects – you have a L-O-N-G way to go!! And, sadly, this is (I’m guessing here) probably 90+% of humanity!

Without getting too side-tracked -

I feel the upper T’s of my spine are and have been going well. I have noticed some cracking and popping throughout my neck-to-shoulder area (skeletal) and I know this is due to chiropractic sessions that have been helping me get things back into alignment. This has been a neglected aspect for over 40 years… so… I have some stuff that needs tendin’ to! For sure!

Thoracic nerves-wise: throat, heart, lungs (T1, 2, 3)… as I work my way down my thoracic spine the exact match-up with physical body/nervous system and what’s going on with the (solar-correcting) zodiacs doesn’t have this obvious linear dot-connecting. At least, not in that point-blank kind-of way. But, seriously, things are actually synching up and correlating in ways that are truly on different levels! And I love this! There is/are integration/assimilation aspects that words cannot describe - and it is a vibration-sound-frequency that I have been swimming in (holy mother’s waters) and it feels amazing!♥

Overall: On the ascension aspects of Cancer and the astral, 4D; along with stomach repairing: this one runs pretty deep.

The 4D astral is so vast that no blog post journal writing I can do here will even scratch the surface. I joke with myself and like to say: earth is my day job but really – the ‘dream-state’, astral 4D is more like my day job! LOL!

There is SO much repair work that is happening now in regards to the 4D/astral and all the damages done there (I guess this is true for a lot of dimensions). If you think the 3D earth plane has issues… the 4^th is just as messed-up (if not more so!!). It’s a crazy space and place. The wild west seems like a mellow terminology for it. Many of us Krystic mission workers are assisting in the astral realm for all the clean-ups on aisle 1, 2 and 3++!! It’s a shit-show just like 3D earth is a shit-show.

But getting to work, being of service, and having Love for all-of-us (humanity/planets/elementals/systems and beyond!) is changing the game! The mission work is varied and it’s also spur-of-the-moment these days. And that’s alright with me! That’s kind-of what living in the Now is about; being adaptable, ability to be flexible, adjust, and do what is called upon you. This looks like so many different things to each of us as individuals but the core work and meaning of it all is for and about getting things cleaned-up and help assist the changing of the guard back over to Christos-Sophia, the Krystic divine Love.

It’s going to take a lot of mops and buckets! But those that are called to do the work, that are ready, willing and truly, unconditionally, want to be residing on future earth, Aurora earth (or to move-on in general; to be of service elsewhere) are (and will be) showing up here and now for this transition.

The work starts within in your own heart-space. There is no by-passing the Self, the heart. Nope.

Me and my Selves – we’re holding hands through this ascension process – and we’re showing each other, teaching, experiencing and learning along the way. Integration and recalling cellular memories for the deepest of healing is such an amazing thing! Each part of me, all of Me, has a piece to the bigger picture (as a whole) of wholeness, Unity, and the oneness.

I am my own ‘rabbit hole’, just like you are your own ‘rabbit hole’. Getting side tracked with all that exterior noise, drama, and chaos keeps the disconnected… in disconnect. These are the crazy times of bifurcation; and the splitting gets more and more obvious on the daily.

Stay in your heart and BE the Love!!

♥

*emotional-watery art pic courtesy Pixabay