Thoracic Park 7.

Scorpio week -

Libra rolls into Scorpio; it’s one week that moves quickly.

It can have energetic intensity but at the same time – it’s a week of inner-stillness, calm and connection. This year we have the traditional Thanksgiving holiday landing ‘here’. This, to me, is just another holiday and I find nothing really special about it. Don’t get me wrong – I love that it’s a great reason to get together with family/friends and hang out and do the whole gluttony thing. That part – I love! Well, the gluttony and over eating of pie could probably go. The thankfulness and gratitude is daily for me, I don't need a special day for that.

Chillin’ with the family is always a fun, good time, and I take ‘em when I can get ‘em! When you have adult children that live in various places – these moments become a rare thing; so the holidays are good for brining family back together at least once or twice a year.

But as for Thanksgiving in general - I’ve just never really had much attachment to it. Even as a youth, growing up, there isn’t anything there. Having a disconnected family dynamic growing up helped this disassociation. Getting together with family? Nope. Friends? All my parents’ friends were fake, just like they were. They came and went like the winds. Mom made sure of that. She wanted to be the amazing princess all would adore and love to be around – but she could never pull it off or sustain it. That was a good example of not being your authentic self, for sure!

It didn’t help that we would up-anchor and move to a new town annually either. I know we had a couple of legit thanksgiving years when I was growing up; but they didn’t become more consistent until the parents finally decided to stop moving around and grandma moved in (love you Me-maw!). We still had some holidays where it was turkey loaf from a tin loaf pan (yes, it’s as gross as it sounds), cranberry jelly from a can, and a random veggie that was in the mark-down bin; dented cans with no labels – always fun! Thank God for grandma’s baking skills – ‘cause the pumpkin and pecan pies were always stellar!

I did relish the years (pun intended) when we had an actual bird – of some sort – and dad would make stuffing from scratch! Delicious! This was my high school years when t-day started getting better and I’m 100% sure it’s because grandma made it so!

For us kids – this was just a day of eating big (whether it was a real bird or from a tin loaf pan)! It was getting us to the next big food consumption day – Christmas. If we sounded like we were poor and malnourished it’s because we were.

Just another small piece of the big-puzzle… There’s no mistaking where some of my ‘issues’ stem from – no mistake at all! Childhood can be a fun nut to crack!

This year is quiet, at home, and I got no problems with that. Sometimes you just need some space, want it simple, quiet and little-to-no cooking involved! LOL! ☺

Since solar Scorpio is about transformation (Law of Transformation) this is a period where just sitting/holding-space with your-Self; giving yourself the time, space and moments of inner-peace while the various layers and levels of Self ‘transform’ at energetic/spiritual levels – it’s integration, assimilation, accretion at the multidimensional levels.

Staying in a calm, relaxed, ‘not doing much’ kind-of week, for me, sounds lovely!

And I am finding myself in this current state of ‘chop wood, carry water’.

I’ve been having an interesting (physical vessel) year already and would love nothing more than to finish it out with coming back down off the curve that had me dangling at its peak (my Sept/Oct). As I gather intel on mySelf these last couple of months – I find this to be happening for me.

The calm.

This gives me time to research, study and learn while not in a heightened state, it’s relaxed; just gathering info! Gather, gather, gather! The more you know… right?! Making informed decisions at all levels is a good thing. And I’ll be gathering even more info in December when I have follow-ups and appointments then.

So, it’s some more in-between time for me; still. And being in the stillness during Scorpio week is absolutely fine! It’s the week I work with my T7. It may seem like it only gets a week but really – it gets any and all the time it wants! Just like any particular vertebrae – or body part, for that matter!

T7 is in relation to the pancreas. I feel like this is an aspect of me that is doing good. It’s not a body-part that has ever yelled at me or scolded me… like my liver might do, for example. But, again, it’s all connected!

The pancreas is interesting because it’s considered an organ and also an endocrine gland. Working hard as part of the digestive system while simultaneously regulating blood sugar levels and secreting hormones. It’s a multi-tasker and I can relate! ☺

I will say, because of the amplified ascension energies and frequencies currently, I am paying more attention to my digestion as a whole. I feel that this really took hold over the summer this year. It’s like I went to a party and when I walked in – it was all the organs and parts of my digestive system there! It was stereo-typical: I knew one-guy really well, the liver, but the rest of them – not so much.

Then there’s the ice-breaker question – have we met before? I’m pretty sure we have! We have! We’ve actually met a couple of times! LOL! We all laughed! But then realized we actually have thought about each other quite a bit over the years. Wondering how things have been going and what-not.

We hung out and got to know each other all over again, we vibed; realizing that we have all done some growth-work, matured, and have arrived to that energetic/spiritual level where we really do relate!

So, now, we want to be hanging out more! So much in common (giggle!).

We don’t want to not hear from each other, be ‘left alone’ for too long… it’s so good to re-connect!

So, here we are… calling each other and having some long talks! It’s great! I love my ‘new’ old-dear-friends!

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Part of my recent battery of tests is in connection to and with digestion. I’ve been putting off doing food allergy testing for years. Sure, I can/do muscle test for things but there might be something I am consuming that I don’t test for, because I can be casual about that.

It very well could be my ‘innocent’ cup of coffee. Ya, I said innocent! ☺ Me + coffee has its own little life-story, relationship, that goes way back. SO many times I have tried to get off of it, find an alternative, do something different – but alas… the cuppa joe always wins!

I won’t get started on all-the-things ‘addictive’ about what’s going on there. I already know! It’s actually the commitment on my part. But on the same side of the token is that: I don’t want to because I enjoy my morning cup.

Nothing replaces coffee, because it’s: coffee. There is something to be said for simple pleasures in life. This is one of them. I am just glad that years ago I got myself down from a pot of coffee in a day – to 1 cup (maybe 2, sometimes an afternoon cup).

Anyway – I await my results on this. If there’s a break-up on the horizon – I most likely will be the psycho-ex that doesn’t know how to leave! LOL!

I already know a lot of what my answers are going to be, I just do; because I have sensitivities that I am very aware of. Maybe it will show something not noticeable or in the obvious – ya know?

Now, I know that you take this tests’ result with a grain of salt (LOL, pun indented) but it’s about offering up a little more info that I can add to my compilation of gathered info.

Back to the pancreas and the T7:

The pancreas is considered one of the ‘quiet ones’ that can be secretly destroying you without you even fully realizing it. It’s a sneaker-up-on-you kind of organ. But when you really think about it – it’s not actually sneaking when it’s you that keeps feeding it shit. Right? When you keep eating crap, sugar, drinking alcohol, smoking, and all the stupid stuff humans do. It’s no different than, say, the liver. By that I mean – you don’t really feel the feels in real-time.

When you eat something your body doesn’t like it can be felt in the stomach, as you digest it, or when going through the colon; or even your nervous system will sense something is off, etc. These are like the organs that throw the red flag first. My gut hurts... well, what have you been eating? To me, seems pretty obvious.

But the quiet organs are the ones that are really working double-time, over time, and will eventually run out of time if the diet remains poor. Keep sending the crap down and somebody’s going to come back at you in disgust and with a vengeance!

I can only hope my cup of coffee is not ‘the thing’ pissing anything off! Right? But I’ve read so many good things about coffee; it’s got health benefits. It really comes down to how much consumption and what you put IN your coffee that can get you! I stopped the crap-creamers way over a decade ago and have built a morning cup that is basically my breakfast. And until further notice – I will continue the collagen, turmeric, maca, fermented cacao, Ceylon cinnamon and other goodies.

The pancreas is one of our body centers connected directly with our ascension body. It is requiring clean-up right now! If you are not connecting in and working on your over-all wellness – then, yes, issues are going to arise, there’s no doubt about that. It is our endocrine system that is the ascension chakra system. The relationship with these glands/organs is crucial now more than ever.  

My T7 is part of my thoracic that likes to stiffen-up and have the compression going on. My ‘arthritic’ thoracic zone; I like to say inflamed because arthritic sounds way too… stiff and rigid and set in it ways. Inflamed sounds more easily to get a grip on and reverse with a little more ease and grace – ya know?

And as I learn more about my spinal ‘curvatures’ – this is going to truly help me open doors to deeper connection, awareness, and thus, some targeted repairs and healing work. For decades I have tended to my back as this whole unit with a focus on my thoracic; nothing wrong with that. But there is something about knowing where the ‘point of causation’ resides (besides the actual point of causation, point of impact; or for me - going off memory of a doctors-words decades ago).

Reading results of lumbar issues… mind-blown!

I seriously… didn’t ever think to look there! And I am pretty sure I did not hear about this part of my spine trauma back in ’83. I know I zoned out and wasn’t fully listening when that doc kept talking after the whole thoracic bit and wheelchair comment. I’m sure he went over every single vertebrae – but was I mentally there? Apparently not.

Well, I’m ‘there’ now!

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I’m here now!

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*Pic courtesy of Pixabay